I just want to say that if I don't know you personally this and the previous entry is not for you.

I really think the meds they put me on are only making things worse. I went back to that dark place today. My head isn't on right. The only way I can think of expressing my self right now is through these song lyrics. Please forgive any inconvenience on my part, and let me fight right now. I dont know whats going on with me right now...




The world seems not the same,
Though I know nothing has changed.
It's all my state of mind,
I can't leave it all behind.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

I know, should realize
Time is precious, it is worthwhile.
Despite how I feel inside,
Have to trust it'll be all right.
Have to stand up to be stronger.

I have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be all right.

Oh, this night is too long.
Have no strength to go on.
No more pain, I'm floating away.
Through the mist see the face
Of an angel, who calls my name.
I remember you're the reason I have to stay.

Have to try to break free
From the thoughts in my mind.
Use the time that I have,
I can't say goodbye,
Have to make it right.
Have to fight, cause I know
In the end it's worthwhile,
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away.
It will be alright.

-Pale by within temptation



















Art trade still going with these people so far.

1. her characters Claude and Abigor

2. when ever she's ready we'll decide what we'er doing

3. comic trade Mama and Zetzu, Pancake Fairy and Kabto

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